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CHILD ABUSER REGISTRY:

This page has been up since 2006 and no one has ever exposed the name of the person/people who abused them

The reason could be because there are so few who have ever seen their abusers prosecuted
but I think the biggest reason is that people are still protecting abusers and making excuses for them!

WHY ARE YOU NOT TELLING?

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I can't explain for other visitors, only myself.

As mentioned, I am one of the many who haven't had their abuser/s prosecuted. In fact, I still see my abuser regularly. I actually admire the people who have cut off contact with abusive parents or members of the family - sadly, I'm not that strong.

I think part of the reason I have found it so difficult to voice what happened is because when it did come out into the open (at the age of thirteen) I was labeled as mentally ill and untrustworthy by both services and my family. In fear of  this happening again, I 'choose' to live with hurt and shame, which is only perpetuated by continual contact with my abuser. I use the word 'choose' with uncertainty, as it does not feel like a choice.

I am 20 years old. I have suffered with an eating disorder for nearly a decade and spent years in and out of various units and hospitals. I  have now acquired the label of 'borderline personality disorder' which has weighted the belief that I am manipulative and untrustworthy. It doesn't seem to matter that I was once a little girl who was once beaten and abused. People find it much easier to believe that I am an attention seeking self harmer who has issues with food. It obviously just fails to register that I  developed these maladaptive coping mechanisms for a reason.

I have tried to speak out so many times, only to be disbelieved, labeled, medicated, locked up or made to feel at fault. For me, it is less painful to stay silent than to become victimized yet again.

Rachael

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